My daughter inspired me today to start blogging again. It is a great way to let your emotions out and if nobody reads it, then that's fine. But hopefully the person that needs to read it will find it and be ministered to. It's been a crazy year so far. At the beginning of the year I wasn't sure that my husband would be around very long...but God has blessed us with more time with him. He's been on a treatment that has been keeping his cancer under control. We know he shouldn't be with us, but he is.
Unfortunately, we are waiting to see if the treatment is still working or if we have come to the end of this one as well. My husband has had a lot more pain lately and has some major head pressure going on. Some of the things going on could be side effects of the treatment, but it could also mean the cancer is growing again. He has scans coming up in 3 weeks and that will tell us the truth of what's going on. It's horrible having to wait to find out what road you will be on in a month.
My kids each know that their dad isn't feeling well and it's hard to see their little hearts break when they see their daddy hurting. Especially our almost 3 year old who doesn't fully understand what's going on. I truly hate Melanoma with a passion. I hate it! I hate it! I hate it!
