I pinch myself sometimes to make
sure I'm not in a dream. That's how
it seems, I close my eyes and
breath in the sweetes moments
I've ever known
It feels like home, and here
I am I wanna be your everything
There you are turning winter
into spring.

And everyone that sees you
always wants to know you
And everyone that knows you
always has a smile
Your standing ovation
after years of waiting
for a chance to finally Shine.
Everyone calls you amazing
yeah-eh
I Just call you mine

I fall apart, just a word from you
some how seems to fix, whatever's
wrong ohh
You reach into the weakest
moments and remind me that I'm
strong
You've gotta know

I'd be a fool, not to see your
even worse
To forget that your more than
I deserve

Cause everyone that sees you
always wants to know you
And everyone that knows you
always has a smile
Your standing ovation
after years of waiting
for a chance to finally Shine.
Everyone calls you amazing
I Just call you mine

Nothin' makes sense
when you're not here
as if my world disappears
without you what's the point
of it

Cause everyone that sees you
always wants to know you
And everyone that knows you
always has a smile
Your the dream that I've been
chasin'
after years of waiting
for a chance to finally Shine.
Everyone calls you amazing
I Just call you mine
Everyone calls you amazing
yeah yeah yeah
I just call you mine

I really like these lyrics. It's a song called "I Just Call You Mine" by Martina McBride. I think this song is very romantic and I've always thought of my husband when I hear this song....until this morning. It hit me that the lyrics to this song fit very well for our sweet baby boy.

Sometimes I do feel like I'm in a dream when I'm sitting there holding him in my arms. I waited so long to hold a baby that I could call my own. And of course when people see him (even in walmart or other stores) they want to come over and see him. Then there's the line that says "You're the dream that I've been chasin' after years of waiting for a chance to finally shine"...I really did wait years for him. I waited 9 years of our marriage for a baby.

Here's what John has to say about it:

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Not only is he a blessing to us, but God chose to bless us in 2 ways we never expected to be blessed. We never expected to adopt 2 teenagers. It's very hard for teens to get adopted and this is where God called us to a place that we never thought. The road has been hard...but good. If I had a chance to redo my life and change the way it turned out, I don't think I'd change a thing. I know this is how God wanted it, so I wouldn't ask for anything but His will in my life. He knows best.

So here's my challenge to you: The road may seem hard and long, but don't lose faith and hope in the plan that God has for you. You might not be able to see it today, but someday you will see what he brought you through and it will all make sense (even if that moment is standing at the pearly gates hugging Jesus).